"(05/15/2026) thought of the month: check it out im in the house. like carpet. carpet. carpet. c"

currently listening


underscores - U

released: 03/20/2026
"absolutely fantastic album, front to back. huge fan of the marketing run of this with early 2000s/ipod era aesthetic imagery, and i already know it's going to influence my artwork for the next few years to come."








birthday

my 23rd birthday was may 27th, i'm still trying to figure out how i feel as life goes on and i continue to experience both good and bad happenings. im in a constant flux between feeling like im forward while other days i feel backward, at the time of writing this im moving back in with family while also continuing my undergraduate degree in computer science. feeling busy while also feeling stuck poses such a strange emotion that im not sure how to name, but i take things day by day and i feel it does get easier to deal with as time goes on.
in positive news, i did see underscores live for the very first time at the first stop of her galleria tour - fonda theatre was amazing and i couldn't get over how beautiful the venue was. U has become one of my favorite albums of all time and it gives me so many big emotions i can't begin to explain; underscores' production is simply phenomenal and its awesome to see a queer artist get respected mainstream (i've been listening to her since wallsocket; deeply inspiring to see a filipina artist continue to innovate her area of expertise). seeing lovefield live changed my life, and it gave me some kind of distinctive invigoration to keep doing what im doing - that things will be okay.


some pics!:

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06/01/2026

blogging

one of the first things i wanted to do with this website was create a digital diary of sorts,
i've become too reliant on my twitter private for broadcasting my life and forgetting that i should share the more positive things about specific going ons that truly interest me, make an impact of my life, etc. i'm quite introverted to a fault, and never thought of it as an issue until i recently realized i struggle to talk about common things i enjoy socially or how i can connect properly to others. i believe that self-acknowledgement and realization is important, but one of my most overbearing traits (because of the auADHD, lets be real) is that i infodump - and i infodump as soon as possible when i get the opportunity to run. i wanted more of a space where i can put those interests, passing or permanent, in the world.
i think this is a good start!
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05/14/2026